Hello! I have come here with a problem.I have had it for about 3 months now, and I really didn't know anywhere else to turn to.If this doesn't belong here, and anyone knows, who should I ask, help would be appreciated. I'm sorry if I am describing it bad, not a native English speaker. But I hope its understandable.
The first time I had this feeling was about 3 months ago. It was very hard for me to fall asleep because it was very hot and I was thirsty.I Had lied in the be waiting for sleep for about an hour. Then I started feeling a strange buzz in my toes. ( I had my eyes closed). It wasn't exactly a buzz, but something like that. and I could literally feel it moving through my body till it reached the head. When it reached my head it was a horrible feeling. It feels like millions of crystals are poured down through my veins. Or something similar to that. I couldn't move my head or face,or swallow for some seconds. It kept returning the same way, unless I opened my eyes before I fell asleep. I ended up watching TV all night till I fell asleep almost my eyes open, so I wouldn't have to close them. It is a very uncomfortable feeling.
It has occurred several times only now I just feel it coming different way, not starting from the toes. And the only thing that seems to help is staying awake till I am physically unable to keep my eyes open.
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Now, the last time it happened was today. I had a nightmare. Saw one of my biggest fears in my dream. It contained a lot of running. when I woke up the same feeling in my head was there. Even when I kept my eyes open. If I held my head against the pillow it kept coming in waves like after every 3-4 seconds. It really was horrible. I felt like it hurts my brain. Now, 4.42 I am exhausted and I still wont dare to sleep.
So my question is. What is it? And why does it keep coming randomly? I used to think it comes if I can't fall asleep fast, but now, after tonight I have no idea why this happens. It can't have anyhting to do with stress since it's summer. There is no school. I am not good at browsing for websites, but what I have seen nothing has explained it to me yet.
I hope somebody can help
Thank you
-Mary
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